today woke up early , went to cgm and than went for yugene's baptism . haha . was wondering , when would it be my turn .. well , the day would come someday , somehow . went for service and continued the man and woman needs thing . finally . its completed . heres the 'needs' for husbands and wifes as well as couples

woman :
1)Affection
2)Conversation (15 hours a week of talking )
3)honesty and openess
4)financial support
5)family commitment

man :
1)sexual fulfillment
2)recreational* companionship
3)attractive spouse
4)domestic** support
5)admiration
recreational : hobbies , favourite sports etc .
domestic : household chores (i think >.<)

anywayy gratz Yugene happy baptism !

suddenly i miss u juz so much , i wish to have u back , its really very tormenting .. but i know its impossible .. no mood to blog .. everytime i see couples ...

met yugene in the morning and decided to go to church tgt . kinda late . but nvm . went to buy xxl chicken at jp than met up with jerome and nicholas . went for bs . at the playground -.- halfway through bs the weather turned bad and was about to rain . we went in and managed to find a seat . i hit my lip accidentally . dam pain -.- than went for service . hit my lips again -.- super pain . than after service went to rooftop on the way thr , HIT MY LIPS AGAIN ! BLOODY PAIN . now even suck in my stud also pain . nvm . after the talk about the board games thingy some of us went to best ! the ban mian wasn't very nice today .. cant finish . lol . than went home after everything . wanted to meet deanna . she waited awhile and left . lol . got headache . haha . than went home alone .played dota with yugene friends . than kena guailan -.- that fella kena own than scold ppl and leave rm -.- nub shit

todae woke up with a headache .. went to sch . almost late ... classes went on normally .. after sch wanted to go pierce at queensway than go shin howe house .than after that wasted time .. till about 3 than went to queensway . walked around and we found the shop . 50 dollar o.o zzz . than no choice . called vannesa and asked her how to get to woodlands centre . well thx jie . than went thr . walk around . find the shop and pierce pierce pierce . saw one woman piercing her tongue zz she scream so loud .. so much blood ..i scared of the pain sia . than juz pierce . wasn't really that pain . juz like a little sting . but after awhile itchiness came -.- than took taxi home . stupid ling . keep make me jarren and clement laugh . our piercing dam pain la -.- tml maybe not going sch . go see doctor :D

fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find


describes alot about how i feel .. but you don't care anyway .

todae dam f-up . went to sch everything still fine . than after sch no where go .during recess my mother msg me . ask me better not pierce lip . pierce lip got wrong sibo ? pierce lip means pai kia ? please la hor . go do research lei . 2009 alr . not 1999 la -.- talk so much kok . still kp me in car . get a life . i wan pierce u can do wad . -.-



i dare not ask for a patch ... i'm afraid you dun wanna talk to me again ..


my heart's freezing ..it gets worst day by day ...

waa sian la today . woke up and took bus to bm inter . went to sch everything nice nice . than after that . math lesson . the stupid toh went to complain to mr seah say wad me, douglas , clement , jarren , jing quan nvr respect him . in the end kena suspended from lessons , sit behind g,o chatted all the way , joke joke joke ,

brendan:if u see mr toh kena bang by car wad u do?
jarren: u will call police ah?
clement: i call the zoo keeper come down bring this old monkey back home..
lol still got alot .mr seah very gud . help us photocopy paper and do alot thing .. after sch saw kailong at canteen he say gonna kena 3 strokes of caning .. alamak ... after everything went to dawson slack for a slight while than bought cake , went to shin howe house celebrate jeanie , kirby and chee yang bday! after that went to shin howe house play . lol clement so high ..

next monday piercing lip ler ... scared pain sia .. but feel the pain once is okay ba .. i think . but i scared people tinhk i gangster than wan find problem with me -.-

1. Do you like anyone?
yes :D

2. Are you flirty?
i dunno eh... xD

3. Are you a player?
used to . now no :D

4.Would you get back together with any of your ex-s?
yes !! but very very very hard

5.Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
my ex ba.. girlfriend ?

6.Do you want a valentines date?
dunno eh ..

7.Are you SINGLE?
yea ...T.T

8.Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
group xD

9.Would you kiss light or make out sessions?
dun understand =.=

10.Any plans for valentine's day?
er . stay at home and dream ..

11.What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
i dunno xD

12.For a guy?
although i guy . i dunno -.-


14.who will you will tag too?(around 5-7people)

no one ... xD

ok. lets start from ytd morning. woke up at around... 11 i think. met yugene. went to church. bs was changed to after service. went to boon lay. bought a meesiam wthell. the shop sell the mee siam cmi. the egg also nvr remove the shell. ytd the service talking about marriage?? love? abit strange. at least i understand abit more bout love. nvm. well after service went for SHANNEN's birthday. well. her house de living room almost everyone is from w415 or w146 . and most are playing cards.. than we took some sorta.. string or sumtihn. i dunno wads it called. we tied our hands tgt. hanwee got his hands and feets tied tgt. poor ting. but he willingly let us tied. so obedient. than XIANGHUA. tied my hands to the 'railing' and suzy accidentaly went to tighten it.. pain man. than went to sing the bday song. all those whom hands were tied all asking for fishball. lol . in the end untied everyting and was rdy to go home. but. something happened. lol . me,nicholas.yugene,yunting,jodie,james,justin and jarren went to the lift.. juz when the door closed. me,justin and someone. jumped and jumped. than someone say:"eh dun jump la! later the lift jam." than everybody stopped. and juz at that point of time. we noticed the lift stopped moving. omgz. jam-.- than me and james dragged open the door. omg-.- bricks and dust and yucks. nvm. than someone gave a 'clever' idea. play music in th lift. jarren and yun ting tok the guitar and juz started playing. jodie called the technicians and they said. 25 MINUTES. that is dam slow. than we were playing and stuff.. making noises.. than finally got out. was greeted by yan keng when the door was opening slowly.. he was dancing.. while we was still being pulled up. we thanked the uncle and left.juz noticed when i was at the bus stop.. the only bus i can take is 143 to vivo. and take 80. although theres still 143. by the time i reach vivo bus 80 would have stopped. zz. dunno how to go home. luckily yun ting stay at sengkang. if not how i go home T.T her dad picked us up and fetch me home. haha thx yun ting.

hais. whenever i see love.. its like drug. it makes u addictive. but it feels good. but sometimes. the consequences aren't very gud either.. if i have a choice. i rather feel gud. but in my case. i dun have a choice.. i still love you. but i doubt you do..



today lessons still ok lor. nvr sleep in class. lol. pe dunno why today i so weak. run 3 rounds ler. squat down. than stand up. almost faint. maybe its becoz of the push up and sit ups ba.after sch wanted to go to shin howe house.. but he sprained his ankle and his dad was at home. so he said we cant go . but lol. after i bargain bargain he say ok. only 5 people. in the end all go leong's house. coz lazy go SH house. played audi... daidi.. L3D lol hai ngee scared till dunno like wad. after that went home. sian la. L4D download so long.. at night play L4D must have ambulance standby -.-

hai ngee learning audi .lol




















我爱你。。。

todae so sian.. qing quan or sumthing. wa seh. u dam power man. nice one ah. wa wong nice one ah. get 2 day mc. you got ur ass saved. but i got mine kicked.tml got steamboat.. dun feel like going school.. leg pain.




i really need you


you dun talk to me about who i love. u dun understand. shut up...

wont say anything about today. nidda find mc quick. or i'm dead.







i wan to have you back..but what can i do?i would change for you. but u wont giv me another chance..i'll juz wait.. till the slightest hope is gone. i wont giv up.